It's all just too weird to understand. I identify as hetero, but I never really gave much thought to homosexuality until the gay community started to force the issue ( a very long time ago) and made me realize that there was massive discrimination problem. I was very happy to see gay marriage legalized and I worry that the right-wing will target that again.
As for having a "secret" desire, why be ashamed of it to the point you want to crush others? Hell, just act on it.
And then to act on it and still want to crush them? That's some weird psycho stuff that I'm not sure can be explained away outside years of therapy.
Also, a few extra claps for using the word "stiffy" in an article about religion.