I think your honoring of Ana through your writing is magnficent.
The chances of becoming a best-selling writer are small, no matter how good a writer is. But I can't see not writing the novel I'm currently wrapping up. I have things to say, and if the only person who reads it reads it because they find it in a dust-covered pile of books fifty years from now, I'm okay with that.
So if I don't find a publisher, I'll print a few hundred hardcovers of it via Lulu, just so that I can get it out there for that person to find in the dusty room.
Writing helps keep us sane, anyway. Even if we never publish a word, writing out our thoughts is very therapeutic.
Thanks for the heartfelt message.